tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87797871638693602672024-03-06T08:02:06.991+08:00Intan Nur Ain personal.beauty.rant.photo blogAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16947671151231817511noreply@blogger.comBlogger18125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8779787163869360267.post-40476069698595775892016-10-15T02:47:00.000+08:002016-10-15T02:51:08.334+08:00Your life, your choice. They said. Hello & peace be upon you!<br />
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Yet again, another after-months post of mine. I know its been quite some time since my last post. Teheee. I must say I'm not a frequent writer here. Plus, i'm kinda busy. And also lazy. And some more thing, im currenty in my sophomore year of degree! Aha. You see how fast time flies. A year ago I was a fetus undergraduate who kept worrying about how will I make friends in university. Haha. Silly me 😆 one year has passed. I have around 2 years and a half to finish my studies. 2 years. That's a long time you know. I always have this thought of me, unable to finish my studies. Somehow. Insha allah. May Allah ease my journey here. 4 years in Tg Malim. And it's not a merry town also. Haha. I was reading loads of interesting and inspiring blogs last few days. Yeah I've got plenty of time in my hand. So,blogwalking around the community was fun I guess. So back to the reason of my post, I've been thinking about choices you made, in your life.<br />
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It is true. Your life;your choice. You can choose however you want it to be. Be it a boring & dull one, or full of life & adventures one, or a basic mediocre one,even. You name it. It is perfectly up to you. Thing is, when you make choices, it is not really "up to you". There're lots of other things you got to consider before making up your mind.<br />
You see, studying here. It is not easy. Everyone face their own problems here. EVERYONE. For me, it would be financial issues plus me still not sure about my choice of becoming a future teacher. Oh don't get me wrong. I've always wanted to be a teacher. It's a holy grail job I must say. I adore all my teachers a lot. The only problem is, I am still not sure is it something that I really want. REALLY. You see, I've always have this dream of becoming a flight attendant. Eversince Awan Dania was aired on television. Believe me, I love that idea. The idea of me, earning my own money. The idea of me, trailing behind pilot and co-pilot along with my colleagues. The idea of me, greeting people with the widest smile ever, the idea of me serving & giving my best to others. The idea of me, flying around or across the country. The idea of me being a part of aviation. It really excites me! However! Dun. Dun.. Dun...<br />
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Haha, it's merely a dream now. Eventhough I could easily choose that path for myself. I need to consider what people around me would think. I don't want to be a dissapointment. I know, people around wouldn't be so supportive if I chose that path. So now, eventhough I want it so bad. I can't. Just like what I said. There are so many things to consider. It's too late for me now. What's left for me are just "what if" and "if only". So you people out there. Choose something that'll make you and people around you happy. Only you have the power to do that❣❣<br />
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Ookay, I need to end my post here. I got tae kwon do class tomorrow and I'm already late for train to dreamland! Till then, toodles xoxo<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16947671151231817511noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8779787163869360267.post-31800133252978259322016-06-10T10:19:00.001+08:002016-06-10T10:35:05.434+08:00I dont know how to apply eyeliner!<span style="font-size: small;">Hello and Assalamualaikum People!</span><br>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Yay it's Ramadhan and praise to Allah because we still have a chance to live and cherish this moment. Up till this month. So yes it's already 5th Ramadhan for this year. too bad it's my first fasting day because.... you know why. Haha. As I mentioned in the post before, this is my study week. so how I've been doing in this week? Wasted I tell you. WASTED. Not that I didn't manage to study or anything. damn I'm not that busy. let's just say in a day it would be around 10% of studying and 90% are basically me, wasting my time.I've been texting my friend a lot well who doesn't? and she said, 'girl, I need to study to get a job'. Literally her way of telling me to sod off. </span><br>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Since I bought all of those things, I reckon that I should try it out eventhough I have zero knowledge of it. hahaha. and what I'm so frustrated and annoyed about is, I dont know how to apply eyeliner! oh dear god it is so hard! I dont even know how people manage to apply them without cussing and complaining like I did! I watched numerous of eyeliner tutorials and still I can't do it :( Dear merlin you guys are awesome. I dont know why it is so damn hard for me to do. Was it because my trembling hand? or my hooded eyes? or my imagination of final destination coming to life and it's gonna happen to me? Please if you have any idea of how to ease my pain. Do share. haha</span><br>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Alas, I had fun watching all the videos, I've come to love some youtubers tutorial and it were very interesting and fun. The make up part and also how they made their videos interesting. I mean I would love to have that editing skills. and their humor too! Maybe someday. Who knows? haha okay then, I ran out of ideas and words now so till next time. </span>Byee!<br>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16947671151231817511noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8779787163869360267.post-79746950943609590492016-06-02T01:44:00.001+08:002016-06-02T02:10:32.046+08:00Study Week Ho ho holidays <p dir="ltr">Well hello there & Assalamualaikum!</p>
<p dir="ltr">I have no idea if people still read blog or not these days. Hahah nevertheless. I'm still going to write(or type) this post because today is the first day of my study week holiday! Okay not that interesting 😂. Actually the holiday was ought to start next week on Monday, but thankfully my classes ended earlier than expected. (done with semester 2 classes hell yeah) </p>
<p dir="ltr">Oh ya! I may forgot to tell you that I'm a student now at UPSI,Perak. Lmao. I don't know why is it necessary to tell you but yeah. I'm studying and am dying in the process. And around 1 week or so i'll be having my final exams! Let's not think about that first eh. Let me enjoy this cuti. So my plan for this short holiday? <b>SLEEP</b>, and read book. Also, prolly gonna start learning about make up. Hahah I SWEAR TO GOD I am sooooo into make up nowadays. I mean like, it's magical. For real. Haha. I'm still a beginner so yeah I don't own many of them 😢. You know what comes to mind when you want something but you can't? MONEY! haha can't go all gaga uh lala without cash kan. It's okay. I'll buy things bit by bit. </p>
<p dir="ltr">So, I was planning to create a youtube account. Since I love filming/recording plus editing videos. I love making a self-cam videos. Apparently talking to myself is my way of practising my speaking skill! Oh Dr.M wish you can read this😂😂😂. But yeah, I am still not quite sure if I want to do that. I'm quite shy(lmao) and a little insecure of myself. Should I, or shouldn't I? </p>
<p dir="ltr">I think that's all from now! I hope I'll post more soon since I updated this blog once a year! Till then, bye bye!</p>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16947671151231817511noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8779787163869360267.post-12906000062956279272015-01-15T02:42:00.000+08:002016-06-10T09:22:50.405+08:00Major misunderstanding !<div style="text-align: left;">
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Okay another late night or real early post? I slept in day yesterday so its kinda hard to sleep now. Believe me i dont like it. I need to wake up early tomorrow. What am i doing with life right now? Basically, nothing. Seriously. Suddenly i missed how busy my life were. As student. Like, i always need to study and all that. By then, i didnt really appreciate the time i have to study. But now i really miss 'em! I miss making mind maps and notes, and economy homeworks. Endless assignment for bahasa melayu. Ugh i miss being busy. Lol i wonder if i'll be saying the same thing if i become a student again. I bet not. Haha</div>
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Okay, so now im jobless. And also pennyless. Haha. I quit my job as clerk + salegirl at some furniture store. Because of some problem. But it was soooo great. Working there. I mean, the other workers were so nice. Eventhough im the only girl. I fitted in just fine. Plus i can play my phone like all the time. Also free and fast wifi. I wish i can work there again. I misss certain someone. Honestly. Lol i dont want to talk about that. Cause i might sound weird and creepy lol.</div>
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And sidenote, im single. Im done with going through my life with couple-ish thingy. Im better off myself (or just date my imaginary bf(s)) . And the other thing. Me and my other half that i've been telling y'all about. We are okay now. Praise to God. Alhamdulillah. And i think we gonna meet real soon. I hopeee. I miss her. Its like, 5 months or so since i last saw her. Or talk to her. Or basically everything. I already have pictures in my head if we meet. It'll be like laughing all.da.time. haha god i miss all that. I miss all my girls in Sarawak. Wish i can return soon. But nah, i'd rather stay here for awhile. And find a job like asap. Ugh.</div>
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And yeah its 2015! Omg 2014 sure went through super fast! Well theres nothing i hope for, my goals probably the same every year. Well maybe I improvise it a lil bit time to time. I want to be a better person. To Him, and everyone i love. And love more, complain less. Appreciate more, think first before anything. Just be as nice as possible. Haha i hope, its late but happy new year :-)</div>
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I hope everyone will have nice year ahead filled with happiness all around. In shaa Allah.</div>
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I probably gonna listen to 5sos before sleep. Signing off. Bye x</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16947671151231817511noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8779787163869360267.post-91969575418507266632014-11-24T01:21:00.002+08:002016-06-10T09:23:08.752+08:00Staying strong is hard<div style="text-align: left;">
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Hahaha its been freaking ages i dont even know if people still read blog nowadays but meh i dont care i still wanna write tonight ☺️☺️</div>
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Okay, first of all. I am freshly graduated pre-u student ! Yay thank god i finished my studies in form 6. After all "fuck this shit" "i've had enough" "thats it im done" i actually finished it. Yay for myself ! Seriously. It was really damn hard. And im not even in university yet. I was hoping i would get into one one day. I finished my finals which a little hard than i thought. Idk. Usually exams are a little easier than trials in school so i was like, damn. Im screwed. Nevermind that, its over now all i can do is pray for the best right.</div>
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And yeah. From june until now. Well i wouldn't say im having best time in my life. It was a roller coaster months. I lose people i love. I gained people who loves me. About losing the person i love so dearly. I swear to god. It was a tormenting moments ive ever had in my 19 years of existence. She was the other me. Everything we did, we are always together. Even we kinda far away from each other. We texted each other like every fucking day. What i like, she would like it too. I mean our taste in music, our point of view in life. Basically. She was my mirror. She was. But shit happened. We dont talk to each other anymore. It was really hard and sad. Really sad. Till now. I would be lying if i said i didnt think about her anymore. Of course i do. But, i guess theres nothing we can do to make it better. I think she prefers it like this. And honestly, i dont think we can change things to the way it was. There are too many circumtances, too many feelings, too many hearts. To take care of. I am sorry to the others tho. Just because of us. We fell apart like this. And they hv to deal with us. I am really sorry. I dont mind if im getting the hate. Really. Its not fully my fault, not hers too. Idk. I think, our own egos brought us to this situation.</div>
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To think that over half decade friendship would break just like that kinda absurd. But yeah. This is life. People come and leave. They moved on. So am i. Thank god, in my down moments, i still hv people that support me. I want to talk about him. The guy who actually the reason of all things that happened. Tbh, i didnt even think i would actually date him. It seems too, impossible. But then again. Nothing impossible. And here we are. I am happy. Not always happy. We fought, a lot. But we somehow manage to talk about it and all that. But yeah. I really am happy. I mean. He is suck sometime. But i love him. Haha</div>
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And now im in my holiday mode. Yay. Not really. It is kinda bored. I spent my time with animes and movies and novels. And im currently reading Message in the Bottles by Nicholas Sparks. I hv about 60+ pages left. And currently watching Kuroko no Baske anime. Sighs. Why cant anime guy be real? Scratch that. Im going to malacca. In this week. Sighs. I dont want to go. But theres nothing i can do. You know. I always wanted to be a girl who independent. In every aspects. I guess my family wouldn't let me. Not now.</div>
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Okay, im tired. And sleepy. Kinda miss school and all my lads. Oh ya, im in love with 5 seconds of summer lmao. Alright see ya! Bye</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16947671151231817511noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8779787163869360267.post-67474776874570857262014-06-24T21:04:00.001+08:002016-06-10T09:24:22.621+08:00I'm in love with anime?<div style="text-align: left;">
konichiwa ! annyeonghaseyo ! bonjour ! hello !</div>
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lol hi. omggggg i miss writing here ! how long has it been anyway? my last post was....january wasn't it? hahah gomenasai T_T i was superrrr busy with school, assignments and exams. oh yes! i finished my sem 2 yay! and now continuing with sem 3. criEs im getting busy and busier. sighs</div>
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okay, so yesterday was the day of muet(m'sian university english test) for speaking. and i screwed up! idk, i am not confident of my speaking skills. but its okay. i tried my best.</div>
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and now i gonna tell y'all what i've been doing since january. kyaaaa! i watched anime ! A LOT. hahah i was bored. and i dont have any novel to read anymore. so i went to manga site. and read all interesting mangas( the one that caught my eyes) and the first manga i read was Say I Love You( Sukitte Ii Na Yo) it was so good. and great. yes im a sucker of romance things dont judge me :P so i googled for the anime ver. then i met my first anime crush <3 Yamato. omg why y'all kawaii animes doesn't exist?! he's so sweet. and caring. and handsome. lmao my friends would be giving me wtf face if they read this rn. hahah</div>
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and then, i watched Sword Art Online. sobS I LOVE KIRITO and ASUNA(kirisuna all the wayyyy) who doesn't? after i watched SAO, then i became a hunter of shounen, action, adventure anime. but now i dont really mind. i kinda watch all genre now. and yes! im in love wih fairy tail <3 i just love the bond between the guild members(fairytail guild especially) and yeah, my favorite character is Gray Fullbuster ! and ofcourse i called myself Juvia Lockser lmAo kidding. i just love how juvia chase gray around and never give up ! lol and my current fav character is Levi Ackerman from Attack on Titan(Shingeki no Kyojin) omggggg i loveeee himmmmm. idk i think i loveeeeee guys who are cold and has bitchface face, like Levi and Gray. plus Gray is ice mage too! ice=cold. so thats make sense right?</div>
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1. Say I Love You( Sukitte Ii Na Yo)</div>
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6. Blue Exorcist (Ao No Exorcist)</div>
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7. Attack on Titan(Shingeki no Kyojin)</div>
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8. Kaichou wa Maid sama USUIIIII <333</div>
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9. Death note</div>
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10. La Storia della Arcana Famiglia</div>
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11. Kimi ni Todoke (one of the best romance anime for me lol)</div>
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12. My Little Monster (Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun) HARUUUU BB</div>
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and now im currently watching Toradora, Kuruko no Basuke, Rosario Vampire andddd Strike The Blood. im looking for Black Butler(Kuroshitsuji) actually. but too really bad i can't watch it online. blame the slow internet connection ! :( but meh, im gonna look for it somehow x)</div>
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so yeah, tmr is sports day. but im not going. pre-u students hv nothing to do with it anyway so im just gonna lay on my bed and watch movies+animes yay ! </div>
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okay thats all, but really. i miss reading everyone posts. sighs. see ya soon ! jaa ~</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16947671151231817511noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8779787163869360267.post-87957450349631729342014-01-30T21:48:00.002+08:002016-06-10T09:23:43.837+08:00The saddest night ever. FOR REAL<div style="text-align: left;">
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Okay lets skip all the bubbly greetings i always did. Because right now. I am so very sad. Very very sad. No joke.</div>
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My cat, died. My forever favorite cat died.</div>
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Right in front of me. I can't even fangirl right now eventho that is what i do every night.</div>
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But right now, i just can't.</div>
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I never cried as much as i did tonight. To be honest, im crying while typing this.</div>
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She was the first cat i ever slept with, played with. Cause i am scared to cat, since i was born. But this one, i love her so much. She has two baby kittens. Sadly, it died too. In this week too.</div>
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How can i deal with it? I dont expect to lost my favorite cat ever.</div>
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kyaa today is the last day of 2013 /yeay and should i add a little bit, last day of holiday! :) can you see how excited i am haha that is definitely with sarcastic tone ladies and gents . sobs so im gonna do some 'wrap' lol to my 2013. so basically, it was a great year. indeed.<br />
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well in jan i went to my sister house, malacca. basically january was 'well' spent with non-stop increasing the amount of fats in my body ! haha and here some selca of me and my little ones ! haha i love him so much kk. he's my only friend there. lol. and yeah ! that is the beginning of my life as exo fans. haha you can see my bias derping there XD dont let me start with his cuteness asdfgjkl ;;<br />
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and then february ! actually i started working as cashier in petronas by the end of jan, but meh. can't you see how 'oh-so-hardworking' i am. mann it was great! and tiring, im not gonna lie to you. sometimes i wish i can stop standing and just lie there lol. i had to work in what around 8 hours like that? no sitting at all can you feel me? haha but still, it was great and it does make me think 'wow it is hard to make money' haha and there is my workmates? they're all so nice. ugh i wish i can turn back time. have i tell you that i went to mcD almost everyday while working there? why? because it just next to where i work sooo.... XD</div>
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well in march, it was when all 95-batch student didn't sleep at night before the result came out. haha let be honest here, i didn't even thinking about the result. i was peacefully sleeping yo. haha and the next day. you need to see how <b>pathetic</b> i look like. swollen red eyes. crying too much because of my not so good result. sobs. and the worst thing is, i HAD to work for 16 hours on the day the result came out. most of the workers are in my age that time. im the only one who didn't take the result cause, daaa i was awayyyy from my hometown.<br />
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and then in this month, i quit with working thingy.and head back to le hometown weee. i was super duper excited. i miss my mom soo much. and of course my friend. but yeah, it's kinda sad tho leaving all <i>bittersweet </i>memories there. i took a lot of photos with them actually. hehe. and yeah of course i met my beloved bestfriends who i called "little sister"(cause im the oldest one) now. and the picture, bottom left. that <b>dark</b> (hahaha) man is my brother. and the others were his friends. he's the one that fetched me from airport keke. </div>
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Okay in this month ! i am officially a student. again ! the only different was, PRE-U student. haha i never thought i would go back there but sadly(?) i did. you should read my previous posts about how frustrated i am cause i didn't make it to university. not that my result that bad, i guess. just not my luck. the first day was okay. ands then i started to accept the life as student again. hehe. and as a junior to senior pre-u students. we have to organise everything for teachers day. and i'm in food department ! haha i must admit, i enjoyed the foods, much. /sorry cikgu. Andd exo made a comeback after a freaking year. i was sooo happy when i saw the tweet that they gonna make a comeback, like uff about time SM. you've been keeping these ridiculously handsome boys for a longgg time. haha</div>
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okayyy mid year holidayyy ! haha june was the month for me and my friends to visit my non-muslim friends who celebrate Hari Gawai. we called it 'ngabang' here in sarawak. it was a lot of fun! it doesn't have much different with hari raya celebration. ohya! my friend me told me one thing, all the man in the village must visit all houses there and with a little speech or something, i can't remember well tho. amazing isn't it? i think it is! and yeah my classmates decided to 'make over' our classroom! plus i went here and there that month. still not in exam mode /lazy as always</div>
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it was the month that im officially eighteen. and it was muslim fasting month. sure theres a lot of photos but mehh i won't let you guys suffer from my ewww selfies. keke. i can't recall what the event in that month i guess there's nothing really interesting except for school in stuff. and </div>
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yehet ~ Hari Raya Celebration ! haha well it was great. idk how does people in the city celebrate Hari Raya but i celebrate it in my hometown, sure it was moreee fun there! and i met my bf cough after a whole year mann long distance relationship is hard but um im fine with it now. read <a href="http://aendngek.blogspot.com/2013/08/long-time-no-see.html" target="_blank">here</a> if you wanna know how sad my first day Raya was. and here some of my family photos. okay you can see me and my brothers looks diff because of our skin color, simply because i stay home and they went out, no i am not adopted. some people asked me am i adopted or what because i look diff from 'em what the crap hahahah. as usually, went out with my friends, because that is the only time we can meet. sobs</div>
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the month that i started to panic ! of course because stpm is around the corner, and yes we r busy with studies, homeworks and all that. it was hella stressful months. not enough time to sleep. everything was so ugh tiring. i did cried without reason, too much maybe. well heck, im not that strong. hehe it was a lot of extra classes for us. it was indeed, a hectic, tiring days i've been going through. and the woman in pink is my general studies teacher ! she is the nicest teacher ever ! haha i really hopeee im gonna pass her subject. /finger cross. </div>
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well i guess you knew it already. how did i spent my holidays. haha eat, sleep, read, fangirling. just that, period. haha </div>
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So, this is my 2013 experiences(roughly) ofcourse. it was filled with much fun. yeah a lil bit of down moments, but hey ! that's life right? i love new year ! i'm not gonna forget this year, but i am sure i will try to be a better person in 2014. and create new,good, happy memories. and make new friend. do well in studies. eat less. aamiin. </div>
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idk if i'm gonna post anything after this, cause im surely gonna be occupied by school things next year, nevertheless, i hope all of my readers here gonna have a blast in 2014, happy new year. be happy and healthy , and may odds be ever in your favor haha kidding ! /flying kisses/ </div>
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till then, goodbye. and assalamualaikum :) xx</div>
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Assalamualaikum and hello people <3 kyaa it's been awhile since i last updated isn't it? how are you doing guys? Okay let's just do this okay, i am nominated by this pretty girl <a href="http://biizhiqing.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Janice</a> for this libster award. Tbh i don't quite understand lol and thank god there's Mister Google keke. okay let's start noww</div>
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My Nominators goes to /drumrolls<br />
<img alt="blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com" src="http://i710.photobucket.com/albums/ww105/susann_starrysky/Emoticons/laughing1.png" style="background-color: white; border: 0px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16.883333206176758px; padding: 1px;" title="blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com" />Fatin - <a href="http://fatinhumairah94.blogspot.com/">http://fatinhumairah94.blogspot.com/</a><br />
<img alt="blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com" src="http://i710.photobucket.com/albums/ww105/susann_starrysky/Emoticons/laughing1.png" style="background-color: white; border: 0px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16.883333206176758px; padding: 1px;" title="blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com" />Najihah - <a href="http://supersweetcola.blogspot.com/">http://supersweetcola.blogspot.com</a><br />
<img alt="blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com" src="http://i710.photobucket.com/albums/ww105/susann_starrysky/Emoticons/laughing1.png" style="background-color: white; border: 0px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16.883333206176758px; padding: 1px;" title="blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com" />Lee - <a href="http://xoxo-layhunhan.blogspot.com/">http://xoxo-layhunhan.blogspot.com</a><br />
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1 ) <span style="background-color: white; color: #858686; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 12px; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 22.65625px;">What made you start blogging?</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia;"><span style="font-size: 12px; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 22.65625px;"><span style="color: #858686;"> </span> I start blogging from a post i read from fb, it's about thirteen years old girl who has brain cancer. She has a blog and her posts was quite sad about how people around her ignore her even she's sick. her posts make me think "should i make my own blog, people can read what i felt if i'm gone" something like that haha i know it's silly. But the owner of the blog really passed away tho. Al Fatihah :(</span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 12px; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 22.65625px;"> I think i grew up watching That's So Raven lol and maybe Spongebob too, until now </span><img alt="blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com" src="http://i710.photobucket.com/albums/ww105/susann_starrysky/Emoticons/happy.png" style="background-color: white; border: 0px solid rgb(255, 255, 255); font-family: sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 16.883333206176758px; padding: 1px;" title="blogger-emoticon.blogspot.com" /><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #858686; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 12px; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 22.65625px;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 12px; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 22.65625px;">What a great question ! It was my nightmare around couple days ago and i swear it's the scariest nightmare i ever had. It's about all people around me, i mean all of them includes my neighbourhood became a zombie ! and of course i survived with a freaking rifle with me! haha scary isn't it? right? ;></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia;"><span style="font-size: 12px; letter-spacing: 1px; line-height: 22.65625px;">ONE? haha i have many of them actually. but right now, my wish is I want to meet EXO D.O and spend a day with him not as a idol and fan, but as friends. why? because i want to know what kind of person he is in real life HAHA . Can? puhlissss</span></span><br />
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How are you doing? I hope each and everyone of you doing great in this holidays yeah? :) and me? Same old routines. Nothing new except for extra latenight snacks lately with my sis. Ugh i can never stop eating and growing fatter day to day sobs. What can i do, it makes me happy hihik<br />
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So im here to share or maybe just saying my opinion about <b>people who are so full of themselves. </b>Yes, i admitted i do live or befriend with these kind of people around me. Tbh, im not liking this. Uh no no. I dont like people who are arrogant or insults others like they are better(?) or whatever they think about themselves. Whatever it is, they need to get a grip and wake up. I've witnessed much of insulting going on in front of me, maybe not by tongue (idk what word suitable haha) and maybe just for fun-joking manner but not everyone open about what they felt. Just like me. Haha. But really, calling people with such a disrespectful words uh huh that is not fine. Okay let set an example, "these people" calling others fake and ugly just becauce they used effect or beauty camera on their pictures. It may seems like a little issue, but i dont think it is. Maybe they are insecure with how they look because people like "you" surely gonna insult 'em. You can't expect others to be perfect or fit your taste perfectly. Nah, ain't nobody gonna please you, sorry not sorry. Jgn nak perasan k. Unless you are purrfectt enough to judge, to call others with disrespectful words yes, you are welcome to do it as much as you want which i think you will never be. Like ever /insert evil smirk/ haha.<br />
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Whatever it is, we knew that not everyone satisfy by what they have. We can't change that. Hihi. So yeah, let's avoid and throw away all negative vibes. Try to think before you do anything, you never know it would cause others sadness. :)<br />
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Assalamualaikum and hello there.<br />
How are you guys been doing? Enjoying your holidays? Yes? Good. Cause i don't. Haha yeah basically holidays are just "space" for lazy bum like meee to stay home and being anti-social girl. There's nothing to do here, really. You know i live in rural part of Sarawak. So... Ain't no fun here. The only "fun" i found was a miracle-ish thing called...... YOUTUBE ! I've been watching so much drama (kdrama) and movies. Actually im currently re-watching The Master's Sun. I watched it two times already. Yeah, because it is THAT good. Keke<br />
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So back to the tittle, i went out with my family today. Not all of them just my 2nd sister plus her troublemaker sons, my mom and my lil bro. Yeah it was great. So i decided to share the photos (awkward) But stupid me, the only photos i took was when we were eating. Haha XD. Took them with the only available camera(?) at that time which is my ipad (excuse the very low quality picture) so bear with mee kkk ^^<br />
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Hehe so that is part of my family. And yeah if you notice, my lil bro are not so tall type and almost as big as my nephew, and he is seven. wow wow he gonna grow up as a tall boy i think. I did took my own photo but i can't show it hereee it may cause damages to your eyes so i left you guys with this onee. Yes that is me /blush haha<br />
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Okay thats all for now. Oh ya. Do you know the series called T<b>he Walking Dead</b>? Ugh it is one episode late here in Malaysia buttt too many spoiler and i found out Hershel was killed by that stupid governor. Ugh i hate him! I am thankful enough he's dead too /yeay. Hershel was one of my favorite after Daryl and he's dead. Tragic. </div>
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its 4 a.m in the morning. and im still wide awake. haha i just finished the novel i read for awhile,<br />
a well written novel '<i>Thanks For The Memories</i>' by Cecelia Ahern.<br />
well it is really a good story. well for me.<br />
haha idk how to do a review tbh. Good news ! stpm penggal 1 finally over YEAY /throws confetti/<br />
as soon as i got out from the exam class. i was like, tons of '<i>burden</i>' i've been dealing this whole time finally gone. and other kids was like 'what yr answer for this' 'ugh idk how to answer that question' and yada yada hihi tbh i dont really care about that. why bother to care.<br />
not like you can do anything about it. now all you can do is tawakal and pray for the best. isn't it?<br />
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i hv sooo much plans in mind. gonna read books and sleep and eat and repeat it all over again. so great.<br />
and yeah. my sister from malacca gonna be here with her family in um a day? yeay !<br />
she's my favorite sister <3 she's just too nice. i like the way she talks to me. compared to oldest sis. she is much more gentler. haha but i love both of them equally still. lol<br />
its just my oldest sister quite um strict, well i understand since she's a navy, haha. and my nephews gonna be here soon. and if they are here. in this house of mine. i can never touch my ipad. ever. ever.<br />
y'all know kids with games in stuff.<br />
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and thankfully. i have books or novels i still need to read. but ugh i still need a phone. i lost um no my phone died. i hv no phone. and the only way i contact my love and my friends are with my ipad.<br />
when i heard my sis gonna be home soon. i called my dad. asked him to buy me phone ! asap. he was like. um berapa sen? haha dad yr joke was not funny. i srsly need a phone.<br />
and last night. he told me 'you're not getting yr phone until form 6 over sweetheart'<br />
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which is mean im gonna live without phone for a freaking year? :((<br />
someone tell me how to live. how. hOW. HOW<br />
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im being emotional rn. and i hv right to be one. im a phoneless 18 years old girl. sobs<br />
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alright good morning, love. see you when i see you xx<br />
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Can somebody just knock my head right now cause im suppose to study cause my STPM penggal 1 starts tmr omggggg *gasp* idek what am i doing here. Im not lazy (maybe) im just UGH tired. Those who took p.am should know how tiring it is to remember all things bla bla bla and read it all over again i just can't :< or is it just me? But hey! Who am i to complain ha ha . My fault for not giving attention when cikgu teaching in class. Im so stupid ! 😑<br />
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Kk basically right now i am sooo nervous. A lot. Mega nervous.and nervous leads to stomach ache and that leads to toilet hihik I dont think i can sleep tonight oh god help me sigh. Okay if i fail this paper then i am doomed. So mind if i ask something? Does it mean you are stupid if you repeat the failed papers? Nah im just asking. I hope it is not. Cause idk i dont hv much confidence rn now Um maybe 60 out of 100? Whatever it is i really hope everything gonna be okay tmr and works just fine ! Aamiin.<br />
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P/s i hv so much to tell you guys (if any of you gonna read this lol) but yeah see ya in two weeks in shaa Allah :) wish me luck and for those taking stpm too , may odds be ever in your favor ( effie's voice) haha bye assalamualaikum xAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16947671151231817511noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8779787163869360267.post-70070120683423008732013-10-12T02:50:00.001+08:002016-06-10T09:20:41.443+08:00Damn examinationhye there,<br />
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its been awhile now huh? yeah it is i guess. okay its 2.23 am in the morning. i cant sleep -_- i just cant.<br />
idk why lol. i've been sooo stressed and depressed and basically my days was quite, wasted lately. i am sooooo stress abt my studies. i tried my best. i guess my best is not best all ? i got my result for first trial. and it was. worst than rodrick's voice. or even sparrow's breathe smell. i didn't study my heart out for that kind result. this is suck okay<br />
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so anyone who got a undeniably stupid result, would feel bad right? and of course they will work even more harder. so that is what am i doing rn. and plus. my teachers. i mean all of them giving us a loads of homeworks. tons of them. so i need to do my homeworks. and study at the same time. its hard. but they said no pain no gain. sleep is luxury now. its about 3 weeks left. maybe less. for me to get ready. and sometimes i just got, too tired. like i felt like doing anything. and i awfully ignored people around me. all the texts, abd calls, and chats. everyone. i mean EVERYONE. i just lied down listening to paramore songs. idk what is wrong with me. its just me. i tend to keep all i felt, and what im thinking about. i just kept it to myself. i know i should spill out all the emotions inside me. but i have no words for it. okay this is soooooo FRUSTRATING. also my beloved boyfriend. poor him. im sorry, sweety :( but everything just got out of control.<br />
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currently im reading dear john. a book given by my beautiful sister <3 she gave me this book like 3 month ago, and i still didn't finish it, yet? sigh. sad? yeah. i actually hv a plans after stpm. im gonna fins moneyy in any way haha to buyyyy the hunger games books ! omgggg im dying to have that series. i love peeta haha. okay tbh i actually know about hunger games from movies. and they said the books are wayyyy better. so i desperately need it. yeah its actually true ya know. books always better than movies. its always like that. and yeah i need to replace my sister book too. i lost hers. accidently, like no intention at all. yeah i'm careless pls.slap.me.now. ugh. kakak if you read this, im so sorry :( i swear sik sngja. and dont worry. i will replace it. i promise ! im sorry :((<br />
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Kyahhhh its been awhile snce i last updated my blog right? I miss to write things that going on with my life sigh my laptop gave me big time headache. I cant use it to do my work okay. So now i hv to update with my ipad which is erkk. Weird i guess....</div>
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Plus, i noticed that i hv variety kind of sickness. Headache, stomach ache, i even throw up. A lot. Mehh its weird. Its only came to me sometime. But i can deal with it. My raya experiences? Sigh my first day eid spend by sleeping in my room. You guys should see what my face looks like back then. It was, HORRIBLE i tell you. On the eid night, i didn't sleep until 5 a.m b/c i keep throwing up. Eww all things i ate that day being dump by my body. In the morning after the prayers, and ofcourse my family continue the tradition *asking for forgiveness thingy* and yeah after that we went to graveyard to visit my late grandma and grandpa graves. And BAM! I passed out. I freaking passed out at the graveyard in front of erghhh so many people. And i throw up too right there. It emberassing. I cant even walk which is my uncle HAD to back piggy me. I know i am soo damn heavy. And my family brought me too clinic and thank god its open. </div>
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And the next day. Ahamdulillah everything is fine :> so now its already the end of august. Around 2 month left for my first sem. I really hope i will get a great result. I regreted it soo much for not study hard enough in spm tho. But it already passed soo i need to focus on this one. Keke</div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16947671151231817511noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8779787163869360267.post-28359671614286006612013-06-29T00:43:00.001+08:002016-06-10T09:20:58.941+08:00self reflect to be better?hello greeting :) k i dont want to really greet anyone cause i dont have a follower to greet lol. but if you are reading this. hello and assalamualaikum :)) okay. tonight. it'll be a little different. previously as you can see, this blog is all about my rant about KPOP . tch yeah so today....<br />
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okay. so i was scrolling my twitter timeline cause obviously i have nothing better to do. and then, i found one of my unnie tweet. and i read it . it was sure a long post. its about an <i>ex kpoppers</i>. she write about how much she loved and adored kpop just like me rn.<br />
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and tbvh, i felt a pang in my heart. its like a sudden slap to tiny heart of mine. its reflect me of myself rn. subhanallah. what i did before. a crystal tears drop from my eyes. Oh Allah, this is how ignorant i am? all things i read, and saw. basicly its making me forget what i should do as a Muslim. no. im not blaming kpop.<br />
im not blaming them because kpop are music which i love, <i>too much</i>. it is myself who letting me to flow way too far from my daily way of life. i let myself curse a rude words. and ship thingys. that is totally idiotic mind of mine, it is so wrong that i support their pairing. i dont support gay things. but their brotherhood just, amazed me :( and i can remember their birthday but can't even remember important dates as a muslim. there's no one else to blame except for myself.<br />
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i never spend any money to kpop. i never have enough money to buy their album. i do aware of my status. that make me more sad, and feel pathetic. after school i would sit inside my room with my ipad. looking for the updates. its like im living in my own fantasy world. in other word, i spend my time too much for kpop. on holiday i'll always sleep at morning. sometime i didn't sleep at all. i once put a lot of posters in my room but last year i ripped it of because it prevent our 'malaikat' to enter our room. again, theres only myself that can be blame.<br />
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<b>"There comes a time when you have to let go of those who are pulling you away from Allah"-Abdul Bary Yahya</b>. this is the quotes from that post. yeah its true. i've being a kpoppers since i was 16. and now i am 18 (in one month) im not saying tonight i made up my mind and leave kpop. NO. nobody change that fast. i'll try to lessen my time on watching them. b/c tbh im basicly spending my time to kpop too much. its like my hobby so its hard to get rid of it. even if my passion towards kpop maybe fades away someday. they'll always in my mind but not more than my Creater Allah swt. i'll support them. in proper and good way. the way that doesn't make me forget.<br />
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idk how long i'll be a kpoppers. but honestly. we all gonna grow up someday. and someday i will leave kpop world. and leave my fandom as well. but i'll never forget any events while i am kpoppers.<br />
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i'll change for better insyaallah. not to the perfect one but to the one that i should be. Aminnn...<br />
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Intan,Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16947671151231817511noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8779787163869360267.post-24664088694560900972013-06-16T04:16:00.003+08:002016-06-10T09:21:24.003+08:00Fangirl mode strikes !<div style="text-align: center;">
hyeee to me :D well its the middle of night, uh no. its 3 a.m and i am wideeee awake. can't sleep disease lol.</div>
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k i wanna tell you something. not important but who cares? this is my blog so i do what i want. kekeke</div>
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EXO had their first win on music bank yeayyy :D haha it was, hm couple days ago. </div>
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omg. i swear i have tear in my eyes when i saw Suho. he's giving speech while crying. it was a moment of silence when he cried. idk bout others, but i am touched with his words. and baby KAI cried too. oh kay exo is a cry baby group. confirmed! im watching music bank on live streaming. that is when i cried. and then, i found the video on yt. i watched exo performance and the winning announcement again. tbh i laughed ! haha</div>
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k, i cried at first cause i dont really notice suho's derp face. and when i watched it 2nd time. it was hilarious !</div>
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haha. sorry Suho omma :P and today ! the have their 2ndwin ! ofcourse as a fans i am happy. i hope they will get triple crown after this ;)</div>
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k talking about kpop. i know not so many people like kpop. its obvious lol. and lately, when i go onl on twitter. there are nth of tweets. bashing kpop. of course its hurt when they said kpop is trash, useless, and whatsoever. for me, kpop is a genre. a type of music. idk why people hate it so much. i dont blame them. maybe in their eyes. kpop idol doesn't have talent. yeah. if they said kpop is all about their appearance, hmm some of them yes. some of them no. hating kpop is like you hate something that you don't know. for me.</div>
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k-idol can sing, and dance at the same time. each one of them have a their own specialty. so why blamed them? hmm i really dont give a damn to people that hate sooo much, insulted them like they know them a lot. they doesn't even know anything about kpop yet talked like mr know it all. its not fair. well when i see this kind of people on my tlist. i blocked them rightaway. obviously it is a pain in my eyes. haha no matter how haters insult, hate them. they are still succesful. and got lot of money than all of haters combined. aha</div>
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so thats all. yeah my clear purpose for this post is just to rant. haha kbyee im going to read books rn :)<br />
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so first thing first, my lovely <b>EXO</b> boys just have their comeback today. and i was like, sticking to both my laptop and ipad from noon till now lol. so their comeback was. how can i say it in one word. its <b><i>AMAZING</i></b>.</center>
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as an exostans i really proud of my boys. they did a good job. so basicly. we exostans waited for them almost a year, we have been through so much together in this fandom. millions rumors of their comeback but never true. and their constantly changing hair color making us puzzled and confused. the rumors of one member leaving the group. and when some of the members sick and we worried as hell. when some fans left this fandom because tired of waiting their comeback. so literally it is too much to say. so today at mnet countdown, exo comeback stage. they are amazing boys. waiting over a year for that amazing comeback stage is worth it. i bet they worked hard, really hard for their fans. yes, i heard it when some irresponsible people, leaked their whole albums, their dance practise. and truthfully they dont deserve that kind of treatment. they worked their bone-tiring comeback. they even fight with each other due to the stress.hearing that made me teared up. they are sweet caring boys. and when some of them cried. whole fandom cried too. it brokes our heart. for those people who downloaded or want to download the leaked songs, no please think twice. that is not how we pay the boys for their hard work. they deserve more. a lot more than that.</center>
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okie so that is my story about exo. and here's another one. lol im telling too much to you didn't i? hmm nvm talking to myself like this make me felt better. so, i'm already in form 6. and now we are having mid-year holiday. a few days ago. i got a news from my friend. a good news. good for her not for me :< my bestfriend got an offers to U. and she also in form 6 right now so easy talk she gonna leave me soon :'( /insert ugly sobbing here. before the holidays, we already checked the upu result and non of us get anything. now slowly, one by one my friends got it. and here i am. locking myself inside my room asking, <i><span style="color: #666666;">"why not me?"</span></i> no, form 6 is good indeed. it is the same. but i want to free myself and my mind. see more things outside there. idk why but somehow, i feel useless, i regreted it soo much cause i messed up with my study previously. i am jealous. some of them got the course that i've been dying for. it does breaks my little heart a little bit. im still hoping. but im quite sure it will never happen. what can i do? yes, just swallow the truth then.</center>
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